I had long since known how I had met my losses, through my twelfth house cusp and how it’s ruler was posited in my third house (of Mercury). People had died in cars, dad for one, that one through suicide, very twelfth. It was in the local neighbourhood, the garage to be exact and in my early education we (me and my gem sis) were stigmatised and talked about, so yeah I get the connection. I thought a couple of days…..