I had long since known how I had met my losses, through my twelfth house cusp and how it’s ruler was posited in my third house (of Mercury). People had died in cars, dad for one, that one through suicide, very twelfth. It was in the local neighbourhood, the garage to be exact and in my early education we (me and my gem sis) were stigmatised and talked about, so yeah I get the connection. I thought a couple of days…..
This morning I received another wafting in of Jupiter retro which is opposing natal Jupiter retro in gemini it’s place at the head of my T square of Pluto/ Uranus and itself opposing Saturn / Chiron. Currently Mercury /Neptune/ Venus in transit posited on the natal Saturn/Chiron. The tone was sombre, the mood serious, the information that was communicated was profound, I heard it, felt it in my cells and tissues. My very existence at soul level became opaque, transparent…..