I had done much research on my new method, working through everyone’s twelfth house cusps and wordplaying on what the cusp an ruler held in it. I had found that I, the daughter had residues of my fathers issues in my twelfth house, this happened a lot, my husband the same he’s carrying his dads losses. It was interesting how my previous forays into karma, using a much known about method whereby the lunar nodes tell a story of past life, of where you left off and pick up again in this life, with many similar issues coming up again, in this, the next life.

We have a lot of Sagittarius in our family charts, my father, son and sister all saggy suns. I have a saggy dead leg, meaning it’s the missing end of my T square, the very degree missing is my late fathers birthday Sabian degree. He was missing from my life as he had passed before his time at just 43. Also missing was faith, belief, optimism, he had lost his faith had no faith, this was the missing saggy. This is what I had learnt from the last weeks detailed forays with my new method.. Religion had been lost, faith lost, trust in some higher source, gone, with Pisces as ruler of the twelfth, this brought losses. Sure it did in our line. Every chart story I had done so far had shown this, despite some having Libra on the twelfth, some cancer on twelfth, some Pisces..the backdrop was different but after pressing on it was all very similar.

Some of my line it appeared had been in revolutions and one way or another they had either abandoned their faith, Pisces and saggy, others had been forced to practice a different faith as theirs was banned, Pisces / Uranus/ Pluto, others were drugged (father)- Pisces and lost themselves totally, their faith lost as well as everything else. Where was God? It appeared he had given up on them. We all had saggy problems, needing new hips at 54, sciatica, blood clot in thigh, poor movement in the pelvic girdle due to disc problem. Issues to do with gall bladders, diabetes- excesses- saggy.
It all makes sense now as the karma as defined by the story within the lunar nodes comes hand in hand with the twelfth house story as that’s where we meet our losses. It became clearer during this process exactly what karma, became played out through my choices to do with the twelfth house cusp as this was likely to be my own undoing.

So I am pleased I found my own saggy, (belief system) I filled in my own dead leg and made my T square complete. As when I found astrology after at a very difficult, twelfth house loss (of my daughter) I came back to God as I could see through this perfectly engineered Universe, with all the planets co creating together, each part of an orchestra that only God with his infinite wisdom could engineer this. My faith is restored. This is for both myself and my line. I am to build a new faith – my Saturn in Pisces- in the fourth house of the ancestors – square Jupiter in the eighth, it’s about letting go, Pisces, old traditional structures, Saturn and re building a new system which I can both believe in and respect, Saturn in Pisces for me and my ancestors.